I miss everything, always! I know it sounds soppy, but it’s true. I miss my family and my old friends, I’m a very nostalgic person. I’ve been told this way of thinking prevents the growth and the maturity. Maybe it’s like that, but I don’t care to grow up. It’s hard for me to let go of things, places and people. But I feel I’ve missed nothing, I always try to live life to the fullest. It’s great to fuck up and work hard, but also spend whole days motionless, just zoning out, being shiftless. And yet as I go forward I always try to recapture the past.
NOPE … WHY SHOULD I DO IT ?
BECAUSE THE WORLD HAS TO KNOW
LET ME BE - I’M SPEAKING TO YOU THAT TIE ME UP, THAT THOU ENCHAIN ME - LET ME BE FREE FROM PAIN, FROM MEMORIES, LET ME BREATHE DEEPLY, LET ME RUN THROUGH THE TIME, THROUGH THE EVIL, ‘CAUSE LIFE IS TOO SHORT, LET ME STAY OUTSIDE WATCHING THE STARS, LET ME, I’VE NEVER BEEN READY, LET ME KEEP MUM’S HAPPY MEMORIES, LET ME STILL DREAM ABOUT SMILING AGAIN.
_Fran
What should I think if the person I”ve in mind click ‘like’ on the following sentence ?
“IT’S NOT THAT I NEED YOU OR ANYTHING AND IT’S NOT THAT I LOVE YOU OR ANYTHING. I’M NOT EVEN SURE I LIKE YOU THAT MUCH. MAYBE IT’S THAT WE ARE FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER THAT MAKES ME WANT YOU SO BAD.
IT’S LIKE A DAMN ADDICTION.”
Suggestions are welcome …
IS WEAKNESS IF I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY ?
© Francesca La Croce all rights reserved
Place : Montreal
Yeart : 2012
WHEN I SEE HER WHO IS EXPERIENCING WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY FUTURE LIFE, I THANK HEAVEN AND EARTH, UNIVERSE AND MOUNTAINS, STARS AND SEAS TO HAVE HELPED ME TO OPEN THE EYES !
Do you know that feeling when you would like to be in a specific place with a specific person and you are literally on the other side of the world from him?
